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So um yea I haven't been on here forever >.<

I started nauseated and almost puked, but I didn't stop me from being sad. I felt awesome on my fashion midterm! I walked through the Arts Department and they have a little waterfall that feeds into a little pond. There were rubber duckies all around and inside and I was like 0.0...lol! haha yea hecka random.

Saw my buddies, love you guys. Then I went home and after my mom told my dad he's suppose to take my sister to her ortho appointment so I can rest my knee. And what does he do?!?! He makes me take her with my broken ass and I'm tired of hearing him argue and yell so all I could do would just stand there helplessly... After he left I broke down crying because it's so frustrating when I finally agree to rest my knee and give dancing a break, he doesn't freakin care and makes me make it worse!... T.T

I got a call from my dance instructor checking on me. Then she said that she might have to pull out one of the dances I'm in for the next dance competition that's coming up in two weeks because she doens't want me to get worse during rehersal. She also doesn't want me to get permaneatly injured, but idk I'm just so frustrated I can't think. I'm stressing out cause I have a project that was suppose to be due today but luckily my prof. wasn't here to collect it and I have one more chance this thursday, but with my knees messed up I can't really go do it since it involves going to the mall and other stores...I dont know how I'm going to pull it off, but I need to do this project...-_\

Currently Listening to: "I'm Only Me When I'm With You" - Taylor Swift

Never cared for Valentine's day...

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Sorry I haven't been on for so long. My lack of sleep has finally got to me and I almost puked this morning before I had to compete. Yea I had a dance competition this whole weekend for those of you that didn't know.

What started it all was me getting stuck teaching the 3-5 year olds at my dance studio Saturday morning. I had to cram and get my hw done and do a quiz the night before, so I got about 4 hours of sleep. Then I had to run around with those kids for two hours. Next, run home and went straight to the competition. Didn't get home until midnight. Then had to wake up at 6 this morning and almost puked. Shoot I almost cried ugh...whatever.

What got me yesterday was seeing all these guys give their dancer gf's roses yesterday for Valentine's day. It reminded me why I never cared for Valentine's day. Never had anyone to share it with...Even though it made me wish I had a bf, I've learned to accept that I might never have one...-_\ But I hope everyone else had a great Valentine's day.

Well, I'm going to go crash again in a bit. I really feel like crap..

Currently Listening to: "The Climb" - Miley Cyrus

Cause Your Hot then Your Cold!

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I had a very interesting day...I tie-dyed t-shirts for 4 hours with one of my dance friends. We're doing a fundraiser to help us pay for our competition fees. So, now my hands look like it has some skin disease from the red dye xD

When I was following my friend to her house, there were a bunch of kids on the sidewalk. And they apparently went food shopping cause they were eating cereal right out of the box?!...O.o It was hecka funny though. You just had to see it xD

Then I got stuck in traffic on the stupid freeway coming home hecka exhausted after getting eaten alive by mosquitos. I was dead I could barely focus on the road....

Level 90 Priest woot! xD I'm going to start on my assassin today or sunday which it's going to be in a minute anyways lol.

*Currently thinking certain guys are stupid idiots...so annoying*

Omg my friend Nik randomly IMs me. And now we're going to have lunch on Thursday O.o Is that ok Jess?!... LOL xD

Currently Listening to: "Carry On Wayward Son" - Kansas

You just see right through me but if you only knew me we could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable instead of just invisible...

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So you're probably wondering what's up with this pic of a broken fork. Long story. Ok so this was leftovers that I brought to school for dinner. The fork was a cenemeter too long so I bent it slightly just so I can snap the lid shut. 30 minutes later, the fork randomly breaks inside and literally exploded so the actual container jumped. Everyone at the table KT etc. busted out laughing. That was my highlight of the day.

This is what I ended up doing because my friend bailed on me...I'm never going to see him I swear...so I went to pick up some more drugs that I'm hoping will work before my doctor tries to kill me. -_\ My dance instructors are trying to break me so yea. You'd think I'd be dead already, but nope I failed...

I almost cried today because when I was dancing, my lotion exploded in my bag. It drenched my phone and I thought my phone was going to die. I tried to clean it off as well as possible. Everything worked perfectly fine until my mom called...I could barely here her. Stupid lotion ruined the speaker...-_\ the headset works fine still so I'm not giving up my yet! I like it too much...

I have so much going on in my mind. I can't think anymore...I have so much to do in school, I'm so overwhelmed. I think I'm going to break down soon... T.T

Currently Listening to: "Invisible" - Taylor Swift

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Blah I'm at school. I'm sore from dancing yesterday. Yes, I got to dance for the most part yesterday woot! :D I had Subway with Jess too awesomeness.

I finally found out that i am a potatoe!!!!! -Jess

Anyways...what I was going to say was I finally found out how to finish the stupid packet I have to fill out for math ugh...stupidness...

So, I have tons of crappy hw to do and I have to pick up my perscription and go to physical therapy in a few hours...I wonder what they do O.o

Food time!!! xD

Currently Listening to: Jessica saying, "Chicken Chicken Chicken"

Even heros have the right to dream...It's not easy, to be, me.

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I can't believe I missed two days of blogging. I fail life...xD I've been so busy that I seriously crashed at 8pm a few days ago O.o



4 of my classes have junk online. 3 of them use d2l so I blame stupid d2l for making it easier on the professors to add more freakin work and quizzes online. >.<>



I'm trying to type this blog while April and Taka are IMing eachother on each side of me and they are saying what they are typing outloud. xD And I might kill Taka apparently regarding her last blog. So, I'm going to check that blog now muahahaha!!!



So, my head hurts kinda and I think I'm going to need glasses soon cause of my stupid classes requiring me to be online all the freakin time...



I should be going to my math class to take care of an issue, but I'm too lazy thanks to this stupid laptop which goes back to blaming these stupid college classes. Now I really have no choice, but to be a freakin loner now ugh...oh well that's perfectly fine with me no offense :P



Currently Listening to: "Superman (It's Not Easy)" - Five For Fighting

If roses are meant to be red and violets to be blue, why isn't my heart meant for you

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I had one of the most boring days...but I got to spend time with Jess so that's all that matters^^

I woke up all nauseated like usual. Went to school and pretty much did nothing. Then Jess and I went to Johnny Rockets and felt tons better. We got milkshakes yuuuuuummmmm^^ The jukebox hated us though ugh...

My friend Jordan texted me when we were at Johnny Rockets. He has been my friend since elementary school and is the only one that I talk to from there still. He always had my back and I always had his. He literally lives two streets over from where I live, but I never see him...He had a crush on me senior year in high school apparently. I love how he decides to tell me after high school...-_\ so annoying, but whatever. I actually like him, but I'm scared to get involved with anyone anytime soon. Plus I don't even know if he likes me...He says he doesn't want to be in a relationship and I don't know if that's just towards me or in a general sense. I don't know if I would ever have a chance with him...I'm just confused ugh...stupid guys...-_\

Then I went home to watch my sister. Got all sick for some reason and crashed on my bed and woke an hour later feeling even more crappy...-_\ I ate and played ro. That's about it. Yes, I know lame.

I feel all sick again so I'm going to go now...

Currently Listening to: "Halleljuah" - Paramore