seriously?!...

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Who in their crazy mind would honestly want to stay with someone that's a jerk and probably doesn't even love in the first place?!?!

Sorry but I have cousin that is being stupid and it is affecting all of us especially her girls which kills me. She can easily get out the situation, but no she won't no matter how much advice my parents give her. It's like it's going through one ear and out the other... >.> Dang I mean c'mon now?!?! Do it for you girls and stop being selfish. Yes, she's the type that always has to be with someone which really annoying...and she tries to use her good looks and innocence to look like the victim, but now I'm not so sure anymore. She's known to take advantage of people too, so now I really don't know anymore...

I can't stand seeing her girls get hurt. They take it so differently. The little one doesn't know how to deal with it and screams. The older one just tries to ignore and pretend she doesn't hear anything. I wish I could talk to them and see what they're feeling, but I never really get any time with them and I don't know if they would open up to me...I just my cuz would leave the idiot, get an apartment for her girl's sake instead of stalking the dude not giving him any space to think and figure out what he wants -_\ He's not a family man at all. I've observed this. Well I'm done ranting for now bleh...wtf I'm hungry o.o Thanks a lot Taka! xD jk

Currently Listening to: "Thinking of You" - Hanson

Back on my feet

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Ok well those are the pics of my halter top from my previous blog i talked about it in.

anyways...

I went back to my dance studio for the first time in forever. It felt kinda weird. Idk I guess it's because I feel like I've put so many people down even though it wasn't really my fault...but yea I didn't get to do much...It still made me happy though. According to the doc I should be fine performing in my dance recital thank God^^ I won't be in as many dance routines as I should be, but it's ok. I seriously would've died if I couldn't even be in my dance recital...-_\

So random facts: finally figured out what my major is; Fashion Design woot! lol. It kinda sucks though cause if I figured it out sooner, I could've went straight into the school I'm planning to attend >.> Oh well, everything happens for a reason I guess. At least I figured it out with help from Jess. "Thanks Jess" lol...well I'm dead and I should get some sleep. Going to graduation tomorrow >.<

Currently Listening to: "Cantilena" - Adiemus