If roses are meant to be red and violets to be blue, why isn't my heart meant for you

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I had one of the most boring days...but I got to spend time with Jess so that's all that matters^^

I woke up all nauseated like usual. Went to school and pretty much did nothing. Then Jess and I went to Johnny Rockets and felt tons better. We got milkshakes yuuuuuummmmm^^ The jukebox hated us though ugh...

My friend Jordan texted me when we were at Johnny Rockets. He has been my friend since elementary school and is the only one that I talk to from there still. He always had my back and I always had his. He literally lives two streets over from where I live, but I never see him...He had a crush on me senior year in high school apparently. I love how he decides to tell me after high school...-_\ so annoying, but whatever. I actually like him, but I'm scared to get involved with anyone anytime soon. Plus I don't even know if he likes me...He says he doesn't want to be in a relationship and I don't know if that's just towards me or in a general sense. I don't know if I would ever have a chance with him...I'm just confused ugh...stupid guys...-_\

Then I went home to watch my sister. Got all sick for some reason and crashed on my bed and woke an hour later feeling even more crappy...-_\ I ate and played ro. That's about it. Yes, I know lame.

I feel all sick again so I'm going to go now...

Currently Listening to: "Halleljuah" - Paramore